The Art of the Rose

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No matter how pretty a rose is,
Grabbing the hearts of the butterflies and bees..
One day it will withered n lose its beauty,
And soon the butterflies and the bees will fade and gone..
Where do you wanna lay your buds on with ur dry stem..
When you are no longer you..
GOD is fair, HE let us blossom like a rose at least once in our life time to grant our wish in Terms of having a partner,being glamorous and famous, and being rich..
But soon those will fade away and we will be left alone if we don't use the gift wisely... Hmm..

A_sw_r??

I've been kiss by an Angel
An Angel of Despair..
Having you around is like living in Paradise
But..
But losing you is the worst thing ever happened to me..
What happen to me?
I'm losing myself..
Like the moon eaten by The Night Wolf
I've become fragile and i notice it
but why?
That is the question i've been asking myself ever since then..
But until i saw another Angel..
What Angel are you?
Another question popped out..
No one could answer me that..
Only time will tell me the truth on who you are?..
Where you from?..
Should i follow your lead?..
Answer is all i need now..someone please tell me..
I'm losing myself fast..
I shall repent..

My Christmas Eve

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It has been a wonderful Christmas Eve this year as it was fun hanging out with my friends, having You around makes me cherish it more though there is time where i feel awkward hmm..
I still love you thought. I'm happy too because i had the most wonderful meal with You and William. It is wonderful because i felt really full that time. I ate a lot because you were there, dear~. I never feel like so ever since that day and that is why i cherish it the most. I'm happy too as i got to hugg You and wishes you Merry Christmas moreover i got to kiss you when i was tipsy in Pavillion. Although this is not the Christmas gift which i wish for but at least in exchange, i got something good too. I do hope for my Christmas dream to come true one day with You and so, i will wait for You. It is nice having You around, dear..I hope You will like the gift i gave to you although it is not something expensive or anything but for me, it is a priceless gift as it is only meant for you and me, dear..I love you~ :* :* :* :* Happy always ok? Don't stress yourself..huggz

LOVE

I feel really sad when i know that i cant
celebrate next year's Valentine's Day with you dear..
I love u so much and i mean it every time
i say it.
You are my everything..
You fill up my heart with your tenderness and care..
Your ever moves makes me wanna love you more..
I still remember our 1st night..
It is the most romantic night i had before that..
I can't stand not to see you even a sec..
Every night i feel missing when you are not beside me..
Your presence sends me to paradise..
A place where i feel calm and secure..
A place where you belongs to me and i fully belongs to u..
I'm in pain now as you are not here with me now,dear..
It hurts me more when i know you gonna leave me once more..
It's still a period of time and might be the last time you will leave me
for that long period
BUT..
Whenever u leave me, i feel like a million needle
stab to my heart..
The pain won't be any less than the 1st time u leave me..
the night when we hug together..
It is a night i remember and cherish the most..
I love u, dear~

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Christmas Present wish-list:

1. I want a romantic time with U~
It dun have to be in any particular place but it will b a plus with that particular place is the right
place. All i want is you to b with me on that particular moment, only 2 of us..It will be the best
gift i ever had d.
2. U!
3. Dear~

This is all i want for christmas.. It seems easy but will it come through?
I hope it will..I want a memorable christmas with u, dear~
Love u much..
I hope our love will never ends and we will be happy always..
muacks!

RUSSIAN ROULETTE

Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

[Chorus]
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost

[Chorus]
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late too pick up the value of my life

[Chorus]
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger