Today is our convocation..i'm pretty though cuz we had a great gatherin.We talk,we laugh,we juz enjoy as much as posibble..yet there's moment that we all get nervous.
It's when we all need to go up stage to get our certificate.It's an experience though.At first i thought that i will be really nervous,i did but when the moment comes,it's juz nothing.Maybe i use to perform in front of a crowd of people durin band so when i went up there,i feel nice.I enjoy it.It's a good feelin.But in the other hand there's still much more thing that i can't let to go.I feel very uncomfortable now.I dunno what can i do.I'm mad about it yet i juz can't forget about it.I hate it very much.i hate myself for obtaining this feelin' and i hate the matter itself.What can i do? someone, plz help me!! I beg for it.Why do i wish to befriend with this brat anyway.Sometimes i just feel that i'm a pathetic person.

The exam is coming soon enough but i seem to lost my path and my desire to study.My head is all cramp up.I can't seem to design something when i need to yet sometimes it just comes in a glimpse of eyes.Is this a normal thing to have? and when can my parents let me persue my dreams? wad should i do? they doesn't seem to understand wad i want.It's hard when there's parents that see money as a important thing i guess.It just seem that they doesn't want me to take this path due to the hardship of gettin job and/or gettin rich.The main thing that i wanna be a designer is to make everyone look nice,to have my own label,to show off my work in the runway and the most important of all,to raise the awareness of people in need to wear nicely.
to b wonderful n beautiful.Beautiful things doesn't mean One need to buy expensive clothes o top designer clothes but to wear as in to be able to look nice even it's clothes from very low price.I wan everyone to be beautiful,to be wonderful,to look smart and all those nice nice things of it.I hope it can be a reality.

Sigh..recently i'm very tired..i kinda feel like i'm quite a failure in all my relationship...all my frens, my close frens n my family...dunno how..i'm kinda tired too..i feel like i gonna collapse already..wad can i do now?? HELP ME..SPM coming soon le..yet i'm not fully prepare yet..i htink this time is hard for me to go over Mr.W's result liaw lu...haiya...dunno how lar..aduh!!.

~S.O.S~

My New discovered clothing line..

Doesn't it looks HIP..? i like it very much..cuz it's cool + way to top.....totally cool, tis could b a good start for my ambition to become a fashion designer..yeah!..that'z it..it sure is..hehe..that's all folks

....Gimme ur comments about it,k?

lately..i very disappointed on wad my frens did..o maybe i'm the only who think too much...i feel like i wanna re'recognise them..it seem like i dun really noe them now..i feel like they're not suppose to fit into my life...i feel like a fool,tat struts n play upon the stage..n now..i'm juz a puppet of jokes full of fooliness...n i hate that..I HAD ENOUGH..so shut ur big damn mouth up..that's it...i'm really disappointed now..

A token of success n good lucky for my brother from me
Unfortunately he forget to bring it with him.. so...nth else..Lolz

today..hmm..erm today nothing special lor..except that i had my dinner with my grandps's fren..or Uncle Micheal's uncle lor..erm he's from Shandong lar if i'm not wrong,hehe..there's nothing much i can say lor cuz i dun really noe him..erm we eat quite luxurious dish lor..there's bbq pork/pig..shark fin, n cucumber too lor...with tang yuan as desert..at Sin Soon Chin restorant..not bad lar..
Shandong>>