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I've been kiss by an Angel
An Angel of Despair..
Having you around is like living in Paradise
But..
But losing you is the worst thing ever happened to me..
What happen to me?
I'm losing myself..
Like the moon eaten by The Night Wolf
I've become fragile and i notice it
but why?
That is the question i've been asking myself ever since then..
But until i saw another Angel..
What Angel are you?
Another question popped out..
No one could answer me that..
Only time will tell me the truth on who you are?..
Where you from?..
Should i follow your lead?..
Answer is all i need now..someone please tell me..
I'm losing myself fast..
I shall repent..

My Christmas Eve

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It has been a wonderful Christmas Eve this year as it was fun hanging out with my friends, having You around makes me cherish it more though there is time where i feel awkward hmm..
I still love you thought. I'm happy too because i had the most wonderful meal with You and William. It is wonderful because i felt really full that time. I ate a lot because you were there, dear~. I never feel like so ever since that day and that is why i cherish it the most. I'm happy too as i got to hugg You and wishes you Merry Christmas moreover i got to kiss you when i was tipsy in Pavillion. Although this is not the Christmas gift which i wish for but at least in exchange, i got something good too. I do hope for my Christmas dream to come true one day with You and so, i will wait for You. It is nice having You around, dear..I hope You will like the gift i gave to you although it is not something expensive or anything but for me, it is a priceless gift as it is only meant for you and me, dear..I love you~ :* :* :* :* Happy always ok? Don't stress yourself..huggz

LOVE

I feel really sad when i know that i cant
celebrate next year's Valentine's Day with you dear..
I love u so much and i mean it every time
i say it.
You are my everything..
You fill up my heart with your tenderness and care..
Your ever moves makes me wanna love you more..
I still remember our 1st night..
It is the most romantic night i had before that..
I can't stand not to see you even a sec..
Every night i feel missing when you are not beside me..
Your presence sends me to paradise..
A place where i feel calm and secure..
A place where you belongs to me and i fully belongs to u..
I'm in pain now as you are not here with me now,dear..
It hurts me more when i know you gonna leave me once more..
It's still a period of time and might be the last time you will leave me
for that long period
BUT..
Whenever u leave me, i feel like a million needle
stab to my heart..
The pain won't be any less than the 1st time u leave me..
the night when we hug together..
It is a night i remember and cherish the most..
I love u, dear~

(Image source: Deviantart.com)

Christmas Present wish-list:

1. I want a romantic time with U~
It dun have to be in any particular place but it will b a plus with that particular place is the right
place. All i want is you to b with me on that particular moment, only 2 of us..It will be the best
gift i ever had d.
2. U!
3. Dear~

This is all i want for christmas.. It seems easy but will it come through?
I hope it will..I want a memorable christmas with u, dear~
Love u much..
I hope our love will never ends and we will be happy always..
muacks!

RUSSIAN ROULETTE

Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

[Chorus]
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost

[Chorus]
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late too pick up the value of my life

[Chorus]
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

The Spring Fashion Show mix

I was frustrated this few days as someone had leave my side but luckily it's only 2months time when she come bak..hmm...im frustrated too as i have a lot of assignments to do which almost all of them are overdue ady but i will try my ass hard to finish as much as i could..hehe..

I just realize it's been quite a while since i last update my blog..
In that time..a lot had happened..
I got to know a bunch for nice frens especially..hehe, had a runway in The Spring and etc..so here are some of the pictures i got for the fashion show...

Make-Up Session

Abby is doin' make-up for Amber

Allan doin' Helen's hair

Vanessa checkin her make-up

Now's my turn..hehe...
can see im still messagin there with my Samsung F700

Denise stealing Helen's mirror,haha

Wah~ Helen leng lui oo..hehe
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Here comes the fashion show..
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Denise striking her killing pose..hehe

Bunny posing with his attitude

Here comes Helen walking down the runway
with a low cut v-neck couture

Vanessa striking her elegant pose wearing a couture
design by George Balan

And this is George Balan, The designer for Vanessa's dress..

Yeah!! Amber's here..fierce~~

This is our new recruit model yet experienced..Cute? Handsome?
Wanna get his number? Wanna know his name?
unfortunately i can't give u his number but can tell u his name la..
He is Jeff Law...

Helen

Tristan..hopefully i spelled his name correctly,
he is one of the new recruit..sem 1 student too

Here's Michelle striking an edgy pose..

and Finally is my turn~~
im not the last to come out tho but i just wanna show off a
lil my picture by puttin it last,hahaha..




Most Pictures are courtesy of Angel Yu
Only some picture are from my camera as well as Stanley's camera.
Hope you guys enjoy it and hopefully i'm able to update my blog more often..hmm