BORN THIS WAY BY LADY GAGA

Intro:
It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby

Verse:
My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir
"There's nothing wrong with lovin who you are"
She said, "'cause he made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up girl and you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"

Chorus:
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Post-chorus:
Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby I was born this way
Baby I was born this way
Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be!

Verse:
Give yourself prudence
And love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice your truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth
A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey hey hey)
I love my life I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah (love needs faith)

Chorus:
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Post-chorus:
Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby I was born this way
Baby I was born this way
Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Bridge:
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied, or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby you were born this way
No matter gay, straight, or bi,
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track baby
I was born to be brave

Chorus:
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Post-chorus:
Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby I was born this way
Baby I was born this way
Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Outro/refrain:
I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

Diary at 9th December 2010, 8.32pm


4th day since the funeral..


       I started my day with a wake up call from my mom cuz we wanted to bring my grandma for a breakfast. We went to Hopoh at Jalan Krokop, Miri. Erm The food there is just ok la for me i think, a lot of choice tho. I've ordered a Kueh Chap for my grandma, Roti Telur for myself and some dim sum such as Har Kow, Siew Mai and Chu Cheong Fan, hehe. Seems like a pretty big feast like the old one says "must eat alot to kick start your day." My mom didn't order any because she just had a lovely breakfast with my dad before he go to work. After that we went to my sis's office to pass her some "Kuih" bought by my mom then we went to Some doctor nearby to buy some coughing medicine for my grandma as she is having a bad cough i think for her age. After that, we stop by the "Van Penjaja" (some van that sells vege, meat and etc, it's like a moving market) to buy some veges and such and head to the fruit stall nearby to buy a watermelon for juicing later. 
       After lunch, my mom serve the watermelon juice to us in hope of getting rid of our body head and boost our immune system. In the afternoon, i have my laptop accompany me in the living room. It is quite boring actually as we can't watch Tv so i just play game and browsing through some pictures and here comes 4 o'clock. I turn off everything and head to my room and prepare to take bath but end up having my laptop in front of me again, transferring pictures and listening to song until around 5.30pm. I went to take bath and getting ready to go out for dinner. We've ordered some "Mani" vege stir fry with egg, some bean curd, some deer meat suppose and a yam basket with pork ribs. [pictures will be posted up soon as im suffering from some inconvenience currently ]. After dinner, we went to Bintang Mega Mall for some after dinner walk while my mom going to SenQ to redeem some electronic stuff and she went to buy a new pair of heels as her heels suddenly broke just now. It has been a long time since i went there again. There us certainly some changes la. After a short walk, we headed home and now I've updating you guys of what i did today. It is quite boring actually, haha but at least i'm living a happy life for now.

The Sorrowful Eyes

Hey, there's been quite a long time since i saw u the last time. How have u been doing? I'm unsure of ur life now but somehow..somehow...i see sorrow in your eyes. Even if u smile, your heart felt happy but i can sense there are some glimpse of sorrow in you.. i hope im wrong and you having a happy life....

   Once i know a girl who fallen in love with a boy....

            One day.. She saw a glimpse of hope...

                 But... everything change.. because of the family bound..

Status.. Money.. 

                         ... Everything changed...

She felt longing for that boy because she felt insecure anymore just being together with that boy,it's like every second they are been watch... anything she tell him is recorded.. been filed up.. 

....her love for him is there but because of the boundary, she is scare.. she is scare.. and she burst to tears just to think of that because... the boy doesn't know she assume..

     That boy when study abroad, learned new things, admired a new girl.. 

She just sit and watch.. happy yet scare.. she is bursting out..

Every night she can only sing to herself alone accompanied by her tears..

                                                                                                              ...no one knows...

She missed him alot..

                               alot..

She is broken... she turned uncontious.. 

 and yet...   ...he still don't know.

The sorrow in the eyes..

Lately~...


...I'm so tired
Tired of assignments mostly..and maybe a lil' of other stuffs like this and that..my handphone perhaps..
One of my fren once told me that "why you like to make it so complicated? just do it, don't think".. perhaps i should..but i feel like my brain is in constant rotating, thinking so many stuff..
I enjoy dreaming and it is my comfort zone...a place to keep me comfort and safe but it's not that comfortable now as my head is in constant strain.. I don't have much emotion nowadays..
nothing excited me.. nothing stimulate me...
im constantly seeking for something to stimulate me...
I guess there is no room in my head for emotion now..
.....i'm sick..
..........sick~

Do Re Mi Fa So~TONE..D

Thursday, 29 July 2010

I just had my chicken rice and thai chicken feet at The Spring, KUCHING. It is not my 1st time eating there though but still im quite satisfied la since i felt so hungry after swimming at Stampark at BDC, KUCHING with my frens Deqli and Danie. I have tis issue coming up lately which is loseing my weight and tone up my body abit. It has not been a big issue before this but after i went to this shop which sells swimming gear and went trying on one of the good looking arena speedo or what ever they call it and i felt really offended with how bad it looks on me with my big fat thighs. The 1st thing that went into my mind is "Eww, sooo fat!!" i don't want to turn into a boomer even though i critize them..kinda, hahaha.. My target is not very high though, i just want my waist to be around 31 inches to 32 inches, a lil' visible of abs, tone biceps and triceps, and smaller thighs, in short..TONED!! i hope i can achieve that around 1 month after i started my new semester perhaps?hmm.. so do you guys have and comments of idea or tips on toning up the body or losing weight to share?? if u do, do leave them in my chat box because it is meant to let u guys, the hot stuffs and faboulous people to share ur ideas, message or comments on my post or even my blog..hehe ok la, i want to go do other stuffs d..c ya all around again soon..huggz

CHRISTINA AGUILERA - NOT MYSELF TONIGHT

I kinda love this song recently as it feels like clubbing when i listen to it, haha.

I love her looks in the video as well because i think they are nice and creative.

Most imposrtantly i love her golden titanium blonde hair.

Since i enjoy this video so much, i hope YOU will enjoy it too..xp

(Spoken):

You know, tonight I'm feeling a little out of control.

Is this me? You want to get crazy?

Cos I don't give a (Owww!)

I'm out of character, I'm in rare form

And if you really knew me, you'd know its not the norm

Cos I'm doing things that I normally won't do

The old me is gone, I feel brand new

And if you dont like it, fuck you

The musics on and Im dancing

I'm normally in the corner just standing

I'm feeling unusual. I don't care cos this is my night

I'm not myself tonight

Tonight I'm not the same girl, same girl

I'm not myself tonight

Tonight I'm not the same girl, same girl

I'm dancing a lot and I'm taking shots and I'm feeling fine

I'm kissing all the boys and the girls

Someone call the doctor cos I lost my mind

Cos I'm doing things that I normally won't do

The old me is gone, I feel brand new

And if you dont like it, fuck you

The musics on and Im dancing

I'm normally in the corner just standing

I'm feeling unusual. I don't care cos this is my night

I'm not myself tonight

Tonight I'm not the same girl, same girl

I'm not myself tonight

Tonight I'm not the same girl, same girl

In the morning, when I wake up

I go back to the girl I used to be

But baby, not tonight

I'm not myself tonight

Tonight I'm not the same girl, same girl

I'm not myself tonight

Tonight I'm not the same girl, same girl

(Spoken):

Yeah, that feels good. I needed that

Yeah. Get crazy, lets go

Uhhh, thats right. Come on

Uhhh. Yeah, give it to me now

Dont stop. Uhhh. Yeah.